Most of today has looked like this:

I’m really fine with it though. We’ve had a lot of rain lately, but we really need it, so I’m not going to complain. Besides, the rain really relaxes me. Listening to it hit the roof is one of my favorite things. Unfortunately, its stopped now.

I haven’t much felt like getting out of bed today, and only have to cook dinner. I’m still in my pajamas even now. All of that sadness I was so worried about not feeling is starting to kick in, I think. All of the changes being made around here, knowing its been a month. I’ve moved out of the shock phase.

I feel lousy about not getting things done, though. I haven’t done any laundry, I still haven’t cleaned the house. My allergies have been bad lately, too, and considering I’m not going outside, the culprit has to be inside the house. I’m allergic to dust, so I should be able to do the math. Maybe watching Hoarders will make me want to clean. Think I’ll give it a try.

One thought on “monday

  1. It will get easier. Just take it one day at a time, and don’t force yourself to be productive. Not yet anyway. And that pool looks magical.


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