Finally. This has been one weird week.

I briefly entertained the idea of taking down last nights blog, but what the hell. I was just pouring out thoughts and feelings about my Heather World Problems. Its the clear, from the gut truth from that moment. That’s what a blog should be, right? If not, I’m in the wrong place because I’m not good at making up fairy tales. There are just times that I wish I was able to live the life I want, or really just plain have a life away from family. Family is important, but they can’t be everything.

Turns out I did put too much algaecide in the pool, but I suppose it will work its way out. The pool has been covered in foamy scum all day, and I’ve been doing my best to scoop off as much as possible. Other than that, I’ve been lazy. I feel like I should be doing something productive, but I don’t know what that is. I was thinking about working on cleaning up the patio, or straightening up my room again (I’m almost like a lazy teenager). I was going to go out and grab a bite to eat, maybe hit the gym, or go to the grocery which I REALLY need to do, but then I remembered, I don’t have my car tonight. Go figure. (that would be a Heather World Problem right there).

You know, its a lovely evening. You’ll find me on the patio.